February 2013
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Drunk when I wake up
[Daryan sat at the bar, twirling his now-empty beer bottle around between two of his fingers and glancing around. Where were those friends of his anyway? They’d said they’d be back soon, but yet they were nowhere to be found. He slapped a ten down onto the bar and requested another beer. Fuck, he had to look depressing, sitting here drinking alone. A woman walked past him, giving him a...
October 2012
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lavender-gavin:
*Klavier happily came outside, humming to himself* Alright, I’m ready to go~ *After driving about half an hour they arrived at the restaurant* We’re gonna have to wait for quite awhile I think. It’s pretty fancy so we probably need to wait for a free table.
[Daryan hardly said anything, just driving until they reached the restaurant. Then he got out of the car and listened to his...
lavender-gavin:
*Klavier smiles and nods* Yes please. I haven’t eaten since my lunch so I’m quite hungry. Why don’t we go to a restaurant? I know a pretty good one where I ate some time ago with a friend. I ‘d like to have a honey walnut salad with some shrimp~
[Daryan smirks a little, and places a hand on Gavin’s shoulder.]
‘Kay. Go get your coat and meet me in the car, I’m...
lavender-gavin:
*Klavier blushes as Daryan ruffled his hand through his hair* T-thank you. But, I’m sure it won’t happen again. Daryan and I love each other already for so long, even if we only know this now. We’re inseparable. Or… That’s what I like to think at least…
Well… if it does, y’know where I’ll be. And if he keeps comin’ back, he must feel somethin’ for...
lavender-gavin:
*Klavier smiles* Thank you Daryan. I make sure to remember your kind offer. I just hope my Daryan and I won’t fight again. It makes me question myself and I start to wonder if I’m really good enough for him, despite all the things he says. If he ever comes home again telling me he cheated for the third time I… I just don’t know what I’ll do. I’m afraid I might snap at him and that...
lavender-gavin:
Thanks. And yeah, I still have your number. I’d like to hang out again sometime. *Klavier gave Daryan a small pet on the back* Don’t worry, I’m sure you’ll find someone else again. Heh, I’m doing good. It has been really crazy the past few days. Daryan cheated on me for the second time, and when I went to brother to have a shoulder to cry on, we… kinda ended up having… You know…...
lavender-gavin:
Nonsense, Daryan. You’re always welcome here. If you ever need someone around you, I’m always there for you. *Klavier gave a small nod* Yeah, maybe you will find someone better who will be able to make you happy. You deserve to be happy, Daryan.
So do ya. Uh, in the meantime, I should give ya my new address. If ya ever wanna stay over or somethin’, just call. I have 2...
lavender-gavin:
That’s not true Daryan. We’re still friends aren’t we? Even if you’re a different version of the Daryan I love, it still feels good to be around you. You were the first person here to comfort me when I finally left my house. You told me about all the possibilities of finding other versions of people we know. It gave me hope and strength to find my Daryan and Kristoph back. Even if...
lavender-gavin:
I used to think like that too. I always blamed myself for the death of my Daryan and Kristoph. It pulled me down so much that I… *Klavier swallowed* One day, when the feeling of guilt and sadness took over me… When I just dared to get out of my house and see a hospital… When I didn’t had anyone at that time… I overdosed on my anti-depressants… But the next day I woke up, and I’m...
lavender-gavin:
Daryan… It will be okay. I’m sure you deserve someone better if he just left you without saying anything. *Klavier noticed the sad and worried look on Daryan’s face* I know how you feel… But it will get better, I promise. I’m always here for you. *He pulled Daryan in for a hug. He knew the feeling all too well. The feeling of losing the people you care about. The feeling of...
lavender-gavin:
Ah, Daryan. Of course we can talk. What is it about? Did something happen?
Uh… yeah. Turns out Kl— my boyfriend up and left me and I don’t think he’s comin’ back. I moved out and left the place to him in case he does, but… I don’t think I’ll see him again.
[Daryan’s voice cracks a little.]
Today was the first day I...
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NEW HOUSE
Daryan sat up in his bed, sheets falling off his chest as he crossed over to the dark oak closet standing across the room from the end of his bed. Unfamiliar floorboards that were a little too glossy, a little too slippery. The curtains were drawn across the windows, black and thick enough to block out every last inch of sunlight that dared to creep through the window. The bed he’d climbed...
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August 2012
9 posts
lavender-gavin:
detectivecrescend:
Y-yeah… he just kinda… left. I have no fuckin’ idea where he is. What if I did somethin’? We were plannin’ to go away together… I was gonna tell him how much I wanted him…
[He leaned into his friend’s shoulder, fighting the tears.]
I love him.
*Klavier felt tears welling up in his eyes. He knew how it felt. His Daryan was always gone too. He has been more...
lavender-gavin:
detectivecrescend:
[Daryan let his arms slip around Gavin’s waist and pulled him closer, he tried not to show how happy he was to have a chance to hold Gavin again. Even if he wasn’t Klavier…]
If he does, don’t chase him. Just remind him how much ya love each other. Trust me, he probably’ll think you’re easy access for a quick fuck if ya chase him. Or, he’ll get lonely and run...
lavender-gavin:
detectivecrescend:
Ya can try… but if one of ‘em, probably Daryan… gets mad? Give ‘em time.
[He stepped closer to Gavin, placing a hand on his shoulder]
I know I ain’t good at this advice thing, but y’know… at least ya have someone who loves ya.
*Klavier leaned with his body against Daryan’s, laying his head on his shoulder* I know, but what if Daryan gets so mad he...
lavender-gavin:
detectivecrescend:
I get it, honestly, I do. But they’re gonna try to make ya choose. And you’re gonna have to… Ya probably won’t be able to have both.
They… they might not realise how much you really love them…
*Klavier looked sadly to the ground* I don’t want to choose between them… I just can’t and they can never force me to choose. I don’t want to hurt them. And what if...
lavender-gavin:
detectivecrescend:
This ain’t the way, Gavin. Ya could be hurtin’ ‘em without wantin’ to.
[Daryan sighed again, unaware that his voice was cracking slightly.]
Like I probably did…
But… I just want to be close to them. For a year I thought they were dead and now I finally found them again. I just want to make sure they’re safe and won’t run off with a wrong person who wants...
lavender-gavin:
detectivecrescend:
I prom—
[Before Daryan could finish his sentence, Klavier cut across him.]
What?!
Gavin, man, listen to me.You’re gonna have to choose sooner or later. Just like I’m… I’m gonna have to move on from Klavier. Tch. Even if I don’t wanna, I know I’m gonna have to ‘cause if I don’t… I’m gonna hurt myself….
I know but… I love them. I don’t want to lose them...
lavender-gavin:
detectivecrescend:
Are ya sure? ‘Cause ya can tell me, y’know?
[Daryan sighs sadly]
Then again, I don’t even know where Klavier’s run off to.
W-well… I’ll tell you if you promise not to tell it to anyone, alright? I have an affair with my brother now, but I’m afraid my Daryan will find out. I love them both so much, I don’t want to choose between them.
I prom—
...
lavender-gavin:
detectivecrescend replied to your post: //When Daryan finds out Klavier’s cheating on him…
“Gavin, what the actual fuck?” //XD
(Ah! It’s the first Daryan I met when I came to this place! Man haven’t I seen him in a long time.) I-it’s nothing! Don’t worry about it Daryan! There’s nothing going on! I swear! Ahehehe…
Are ya sure? ‘Cause ya can tell me, y’know?
...
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Sexual Sunday Asks
silverhairedfool:
Ask me:
Perverted/sexual questions
If I would fuck a certain character
^Or better yet, choose between two characters
If something is my fetish or not
Truth or Dare
Anything else you can think of
Bring it on.
July 2012
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blueeyewarrior180:
*smiles* my name is Blueeye *externs hand* nice to meet you
[Daryan takes the girl’s hand, smiling slightly but not too much as he shook it.]
Name’s Daryan Crescend.
So… Blueeye, huh?
[His expression changes into a quizzical look.]
What’s that? A nickname or somethin’?
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Hey.
Who are ya?
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lavender-gavin:
… *Klavier went silent for a moment*
Very well. Then I hope we’ll see each other again one day… And maybe then I’ll be able to tell him what I’ve meant to tell him for the past 7 years.
I’m glad I met you, paradox Daryan. Let’s hang out together some time. For now, I’ll be going back to bed. It has been a year since I actually had a good conversation with someone and I...
detectivecrescend started following you
lavender-gavin:
*Klavier wakes up a few minutes later* I’m- I’m sorry about that… I’m not used to so much anymore and about that… That paradox kind of thing… It freaked me out a bit.
Daryan? Do you think… Do you think there’s a chance I can encounter the spirit… Of my Daryan? If I can encounter other versions of you and there are other versions of me… Does this mean that my Daryan, his spirit,...
detectivecrescend started following you
lavender-gavin:
Y-you live… With another version… of ME!?
*Klavier started crying and talking to himself* I- I- I couldn’t tell- I couldn’t tell him, even when I knew- I knew he would die- *Klavier stopped talking to himself and looked at Daryan*
I’m sorry… I just wanted to be with my Daryan for a long time but I didn’t have the courage to tell him. I guess he’ll never know now and I’ll...
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lavender-gavin:
(He needs to talk to Klavier about it…? But I’m right here.) I’d love to stay over. I don’t mind sleeping on a couch but… why do you have to talk to me about it first? I’m right here, Daryan. I don’t understand…
[Daryan looks at his friend, uneasily with the same look he had been trained to give family members before they received the worstnews they could.]
Ya should sit...
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lavender-gavin:
*Klavier looked at the piece of paper and added Daryan’s number in his phone list*
I would love to catch up with you sometime. If we hang out with each other maybe then the voices in my head will finally go away.
[Daryan half-smiles and looks back at Gavin’s face, back at the eyes that now seem so empty and tries to hide his shock at the mention of voices.]
Yeah,...
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richiewellington:
“The name’s Wellington…Richard Wellington to be exact and I suppose it is a pleasure to meet you.”
Nice to meet ya too… Dick.
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detectivecrescend started following you
richiewellington:
“Detectiveit is…now who are you,” the man asks although he seemed a bit uninterested.
Detective Daryan Crescend, International Affairs, Division 3.
And who the hell are ya?
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richiewellington:
“Oh I’m sorry…should I call you a moron instead?”
Nah, ya should call me Detective or ya should get out.
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rockstar-klavier:
“You fell in love. Well that’s something new to me. May I know who the lucky person is?”
Uhh… w-well, ya promise ya won’t freak out? And don’t tell anyone at work!
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lavender-gavin:
You’re… alive? *Klavier slowly walked over to Daryan and pulled him in for a hug* (I can feel him… His body is solid… He really is alive)
Daryan… You have no idea how much I’ve missed you… This year has been terrible. After you and Kristoph died… The paparazzi just wouldn’t leave me alone and the painted me off as insensitive and heartless because I tried to prevent an...
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detectivecrescend started following you
richiewellington:
“Greetings, simpleton.”
Hey! Who d’ya think you’re callin’ ‘simpleton’?
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detectivecrescend started following you
rockstar-klavier:
“It is something I shouldn’t worry about, huh? You’re my best friend. Of course I care.”
It’s somethin’ good. That’s what happened, somethin’ real good. I don’t know if you’ll find this weird but I may as well tell ya that I think I fell in love.
See, nothin’ to worry ‘bout.
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lavender-gavin:
W-wha…? You’re- You’re real? *Klavier backed away a bit in fear*
M-my age… I’m… 25 years old now. Don’t you remember? You wished me happy birthday minutes before you got the needle. (Needless to say, it was the worst birthday I ever had)
I’m real. I never died. [Daryan’s voice softens slightly as he looks sadly on this version of his best friend.]
...
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detectivecrescend started following you
lavender-gavin:
(…!) D-DARYAN!?
N-no! This can’t be real! You’re dead! You can’t be here!
(R-right, he- He must be a fragment of my imagination. I’m mildly schizophrenic after all. It’s all in my head. But why am I suddenly seeing… Dead people…?)
Are ya ‘kay, man? Ya seem kinda… scared…
Wait a sec…
I ain’t there where ya are, right? I’ve heard this...
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detectivecrescend started following you
rockstar-klavier:
“Calmed down a bit? Did anything happen?”
“I’m twenty-two. What about you?”
Well, yeah… somethin’ happened…
But it ain’t anythin’ to worry your pretty little head ‘bout, Gavin.
And I’m 24.
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detectivecrescend started following you
rockstar-klavier:
( Another Daryan? That gets a little confusing. )
“Hey Daryan. How’s the shark boy doing?”
I’m fine, calmed down a bit…
Hey, how old are ya?
June 2012
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Changes
I don’t turn back, I don’t stop runnin’ until I reach the entrance to one of my favourite places in the world. I used to come here a lot as a kid, back when mom and dad weren’t fightin’ every single day. Back before home became unbearable, back when music was just a simple pleasure, not a tool to survive. It’s deserted this late, and even though...
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The morning after
prosecutorgavin:
[Klavier let out another soft sigh. He felt so good, so comfortable. He moved his head closer, placing a small kiss on the corner of Daryan’s lips between the other’s kisses, smiling at him.]
I know. And I do love you too. More than anything else.
[Getting kissed hard was good, so very good. He just closed his eyes and pressed his body closer, wanting more of that closeness,...
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The morning after
prosecutorgavin:
[Klavier didn’t know what to say at that moment. He just rested in Daryan’s arms, his eyes half closed. A small sigh left his lips and he didn’t want to let go, tightening his grip a little bit.]
I will stop you… aber I also trust you that you won’t hurt me. Because I know that you love me.
[He mumbled with lowered voice. When Daryan let go of him, he raised his head, watching...
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